My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made made my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish
I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't
do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up all
the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark my folks
arent home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just one
whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound! I just
heard a car
My daddy is back from Charlie's
Bar.
I hear him curse my name
he calls
I press myself against the
wall
I try and hide from his evil
eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting
to cry
He finds me weeping he shouts
ugly words,
He says its my fault that
he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me and
yells at me more,
I finally get free And I
run for the door.
He's already locked it and
I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor with
my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues with
more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream but
its now much too late
His face has been twisted
into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain again
and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops and
heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor
My name is Misty and I am
but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered
me.
Author Unknown